Another Long Night

Another long night of autumn fever. I made myself sick again and I can’t wait for the sunrise. My mind’s turning tricks again. I saw a willow tree, it was crying. Now everything’s doomed to fall apart. For the truth just makes me nauseous and my dream’s just deteriorating my heart. Another dark night in a bright room. I just wish I could see the sky. In between dreams, and reality time is frozen in this cell of white. The neon lights outside keep me alive as I’m writing a note that won’t get sent. For your answer would be nauseatingly obscure. Another reason for me to pretend that you loved me. To pretend that you meant it when you said all the right words and you kissed me on my soul. Another night, another endless night.